DAY 2

well yesterday was pretty lame. i ate subway and then i had like 2 pieces of pizza. and ice cream, but im not really that mad about it. maybe cause i look tan? haha

well yeah yesterday just sucked. i hung out with my friend R (from germany) and shes super cool, but when shes with people she seeks attention and is annoying AS FUCK. we were also with MY friends T and L. T's a boy and L's a girl. we learned how to drive T's car cause its stick. and in the process L shut my freaking arm in the door and now it hurts like hell and i cant play my tennis challenge today :/ so uh it better get better or i will be pissed.

what else? Hmm my friend liz is having a surprise birthday party today! yay i gotta go set up for that.

and with the b/f. I miss him! im not gonna lie, I DO LIKE MY BODY. i think i just need to loose fat off of my thighs. and possibly have my stomach be a little bit like. more toned? i might post a picture of myself. but not my face, cause im scared someone from school is gonna see, and idk how i will explain it, even tho i DONT have an ED, im just trying to loose weight,. but people will probably be like u dont need to lose weight blah blah blah. && i dont want anyone to no that i WANT to lose weight. BUT ANYWAY. yes J, (my b/f) he always calls me sexy and stuff. and ah it makes me soo happy:)

EDIT 4;52

3.2 mile run /walk

im guessing -275 plus. what do u guys think?

golly gee i have been on in ages!

well a lot has happened. Im a junior in high school now! 16 years old. :). im dating this wonderful boy. hes 19, and in college, he just left so its kinda hard :(/

i dont think i have gained any weight, nor lost any. i am going to update this every single day cause i seriously want to lose weight, as well as other things.

this is my To do list with my body:

-weigh 105 or less

-wear my retainers 24/7 until august 27

-get tanner

-do situps every day! (ughh this is so hard)

-and i need a hari cut!

Intake-

gornoillia bar-200

fruit salad-im guessing less than 80

Outtake-

2 and a half hours of tennis

cleaning-50

-im guessing at least -300

EDIT 4;21..errrr i miss my b/f....:( i like him sooo much. and im terrified hes going to meet some gorgeous girl in college. YARG. but i no he likes me to the extreme too.. but yeah. you guys no what i mean?

my friend from germany is HOME! yippe. we always used to go to this amazing pizza place in our town, and were going tonight. but i REFUSE to eat there. so i spink im going to put subway in my purse and eat it there.

ahh i havent updated in forever-eva.

i think my weight is the same..its like 112. i can eat SOO MUCH and i dont gain anything. but i dont loose either (obviously)

and that needs to change for the SUMMER. i need my shorts i wore last year that are really cute to look good on me still! ah im so excited.

i like this kid...we can call him K. hes 19 and im 16. hes a freshman in college and he goes to college like... a hour and a half away from where i live. i mean i dont think i could have a long distance realationship but he comes home for summer may 15! im scared to tell my parents. i mean hes ONLY 3 years older than me...but i bet they will freak.

how have you guys been?

CW;113

UGH.

Intake-

Outtake-

how was everyones Thanksgivings?!

Yesterday was black friday! it was really fun. me and my friends went to walmart at like 6;30 in the morning. then we went to the mall. i got one shirt and its soo cute! its an xtra small also! :)

im going shopping again today. i want to get my cartiledge pierced so bad! i hope my mom lets me. and im going to buy some jeans. im kind of scared about that. EEK. and i need new shoes..DAMNIT.

hopefully today will be good.

HAHA thats me at 6;30 in the morning in walmart. i think its a cool picture except its kinda blurry and my facial expression is pretty funny. my friend took that.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

intake-

b-oatmeal 240

Outtake-

3 mile turkey trot run! -230

6 mile walk/run with A -350 probably more

THANKSGIVING DINNER- sweet potatoe, beans, turkey probably like 300. i did good :)!

-40 woooo!

So i ran a turkey trot with my friend P this morning. it was a lot of fun! i saw B. (thats this boy from another town) we almost dated and i fucked it up because i wasnt over my ex. i still think about him from time to time. he's soo cute and really nice!. i miss talking to him. :( Poo.

Will someone help me out. I dont no how to change your about me stuff. and i want to no.

so me and my friend A are going to go to our schools track and run/walk. it shall be fun and i needa burn calories!

EDIT 8;35 P.M

why am i stupid?..i told you how i saw B at the race today. Back in the summer he was like the boy i wanted. the one i spent my summer with. he lives in 40 mins away. but me and my bestfriend liked B and A. and they are bestfriends too. so it worked out really well. B is so cute and sweet and nice. i still wasnt over my ex. and i told him that. which changed everything practically. i am stupid. i fucked things up with a boy who was amazing..

UGH and i have a boyfriend now.. that ive been dating for like 2 months.. WHY am i thinking about B?!